The more you worry about something, the better you do. The reason you worry, though, is that you have little confidence in what you’re doing. It seems that for me, lack of confidence is the best way to proceed; it is the high road to success. Unfortunately, I’m feeling good because I haven’t gotten a grade too low to kick me out of the program, yet. Now I need a bit of an academic calamity to spur me on since I’m feeling rather chuffed. Another way of putting it would be: no academic calamities so far!