The Last Day of February

The north of the world is losing its cold and making toward longer, warmer days. February–that best of months–is finishing its abbreviated run and March begins its long, ambiguous marches toward the treacheries of April.

We here have been soaked in February, usually the second rainless month of the year. The magnolias are blooming shy, big flowers that open slowly their cream-colored petals. The little seucos are happy, with stars in the green canopy and quiet shadows draping the gnarled, yellow trunks. Vultures are in the heights of the eucalyptus and on the edges of the raw sewage running down the concrete canals which drain the city. Chilly and damp, here, and full of airplanes tearing through the low fog.

And we have sun, when we have sun. It drenches and slants down in rods of merciless orange and gold and makes the highlands seem hot until it is covered or gone, and then the kilometers count and we know we are up with the clouds and in the climate of the gods, if not in their city.

Pines stand over it, wait for the passing of man under everlasting rains and serial sunlight, our passage in time to them is no doubt dim.

Libraries, Libyans and Leprechauns

Did you go for the whole tour of the chaps’ studies on vimeo? MacArthur just started talking without showing so I got bored and quit; Sproul’s was lousy and showed nothing but his stupid sports memorabilia, then he started on Bavnick’s book and I got bored and quit; Duncan is a bit bland of personality and dim below–as ugly as a public library, in fact; and Mohler all institutional privilege and far too much clutter. I have sunlight all afternoon most afternoons in mine and though it is only 5ft square, I do not find myself envying. They all talk about their “dear friend” Dever. He’s the nice guy, it seems. Is even nice to fundamentalists, as we have seen. I thought his study was the best too.

Maybe I should do a video tour of mine . . . or a snapshot.

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Who isn’t sick of Gadafy’s mug on everything? No wonder the Libyans, living in a country with his picture everywhere, are ready to shed blood to end it at last. I wonder if the old boys, Nebuchadnezzar and Antiochus Epiphanes and all those, were as eccentric. I find myself thinking that the human race is a pretty strange one to have landed in.

Gadafy, by the way, is how they write it in Ireland.

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Where they’re finishing elections, if you are interested. Looks like a Fine Gael Taoiseach in Eire.

Do you know what? I think it rains more here in Bogotá than it does in Ireland. I’m kind of worried about my books and am thinking of implementing Mohler’s approach to keeping them dry. It prompts the question: do you think those are expensive beans among all the loot? Or do you think he buys whole-bean Folgers?

That’s More Like It

I’m going to have to show this to the deacons so they get the idea . . .

Al Mohler – Study Tour from Together for the Gospel (T4G) on Vimeo.

Between the Rains

Outside I saw the undergathered gloom,
the lawns all bright, the trunks all dark,
a thousand droplets hanging still
and over it a low-suspended grey.

The murmuring of mourning doves I heard
and also heard the streaming and the drip
of a wet world awaiting rain returning;
so meditative all, so still and bright.

This world of rain is all a world of light:
of running, braided light and sounding light
and light for all the senses–tasted light
as seems to be upon the air. As when

God spake and there was light, and yet
no sun or moon or stars or even eyes.

Four Views . . .

Why don’t they get serious and have dissidens write the conclusion or at least broaden the spectrum?

Well, we’ll be waiting eagerly . . . for the book review on Remonstrans!

Interesting Times

What with the Middle East and all. Mostly.

As the Tweet said this morning, please pray for Mark Dever, he’s in the midst of fundamentalists. Did you see Bauder’s blogging again?

It is interesting what he says. In Reformed circles we tolerate drinking, smoking, cards and divorce for reasons of infidelity or dereliction.

(No, I have no plans to practice any of the above other than to try to be interesting.)

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I find the whole demise of Gaddafi fascinating. Keep going to the BBC to watch.

And don’t forget Lou. That fascinates me too. Give him some hits, will ya? I’d hate for it to dry up and go away.

I think he’s convinced I ran the parody blog. It aint so, but the not altogether bad (but certainly not as good as me) guy who ran it was kind of leery, wasn’t he?

Isn’t this world a strange planet?

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I think the Greek got off to a good start. I also have him reading Machen on “The Minister and His Greek NT.” Laying into the lack of humanism–they need to hear that here.

Greek Tutor

So I am about to start a Greek student off on the right ways of the Lord, and in the providence of God he is the only one (in the city right now, the Presbyterians are offering Greek, the Reformed Baptist Marrow of Theology is offering Greek, and the Bethlehem Baptist clone is offering Greek as well–interesting that: these last are hiring a man to teach though they have a very qualified woman; don’t believe in her teaching it . . .). Which is great because I can do it on the tutoring model, me and the chap and no classroom.

I have never been a fan of the classroom. As a model of learning I think it has great limitations. It is based on economic—right and necessary considerations—considerations. I do not throw stones at it, but I do not prefer it. The idea of one to three students coming to the teacher’s rooms and generally being responsible (in the sense that much rests on them) and having a relationship of colleagues all sitting around rather than one standing above the students seems infinitely preferable.

We will see how a Colombian does with this. I only experienced this at the most advanced levels of my education—I think it is this way because of the general level of maturity and preparedness of the majority involved, and it is unfortunate, but it is also habitual in most of the teachers—and could have at the early if it had occurred to the teachers, being in a situation where we were blest with few students (the teachers didn’t seem to see it this way).

The way Lewis, Borges and many others learned to read texts of other languages was working their way through with dictionaries and with some grammatical underpinnings. Martin Lloyd-Jones has a story of trying to teach a man to read English. He gave him readers and basic stuff, but the class never really took off till they focused on the target and just started reading the KJV together. And that’s what I’d like to try. We have Machen in Spanish and I think I’m going to have him work his way through that—you have to just memorize the vocabulary if nothing else—but I want to have him translating Scripture with a basic dictionary from early on, and I want that to be our main work. I think you learn all the details better going through with somebody who knows as he talks his way through a passage. One is imparting a skill, not information.

We’ll see. I have absolutely no experience, just years of being the one receiving . . . and dreaming.

Out of a Sunday Night

A dim light is on my books, and in the midnight, peace to feel at the residual thoughts and atmospheres after the book goes back to its long rest. And I have finished that wonderful book for Children which ends with the words: tobacco-jar.

A blue light shines steady in my space-age study and those reminders of our electricity gleam the way the clock ticks gently. I have dreamed of rocket ships and in the tube of an aluminum craft descended to this planet.

On the shelves behind me, other things extraordinary: Voyage to Arcturus, Nightwood, Gormenghast and Henry Vaughan. They wait their time.

Nicely

My great Science Fiction epic is coming along quite nicely. Wish the main characters were as good as the incidental ones, but we’ll have to keep working on that.

Sobran Again

I find that re-reading articles like this comes each time with a better clarity. When a comment on Remonstrans expressed gratitude, I also returned to Sobran and found this:

As Burke said of the French revolutionaries: “In the manifest faulure of their abilities, they take credit for their intentions.”

Living for the Weekend

The Hobbit this time, again. It is the feeling of it, I reckon, and the things the chaps say.

“We hates it, we hates it, we hates it for ever!”

It comes to me on Friday evenings, now. I don’t want any thin books either. I want something with the feeling quite its own, like The Worm. And I make coffee and settle in to a hundred pages or so, interspersed with other things, but mostly that.

And Sibelius, which makes me page through the Kalevala.

Wouldn’t it be interesting if the morning of the subsequent Saturdays could be for writing?

On the Human Scale

Various distortions go into it, but the trash modernity can make of a mind is available for your viewing horror. Go carefully. Here is a link to D.G. Hart’s observations in which is a link to the thing he observes and where you will notice how much can be appearance and how much substance.

“I do not know how you feed or care for a real live human being through a television screen. MacDonald and Driscoll not only need to read the pastoral epistles. They need to read Wendell Berry on how to care for sheep and for human beings.”

Hart has a point. Too bad the library here has no Wendell Berry, but now I’m angling to read him a bit more than formerly.

The License

And so today my Minnesota driver’s license expires. I used that document in my early days here, before I had a long-term visa and consequently a Colombian ID which is necessary for everything including cashing a check–not that I’ve seen a check in over a year. In May it will have been two years since I last drove, owned a pair of sunglasses, made use of a gas station, and all that degradation and squalor.

Life is a little different here. I came, in part, because I didn’t want to own a car. I don’t still nor am I all that tempted yet. I sometimes think it would be nice for traveling out of town, but one really doesn’t get out of town that much and paying for the hopping around on the bus is a lot cheaper, if not always so convenient or pleasant.

If you own a car in this city, you can’t drive it two days of the week, you won’t get very far on Saturdays, and the rest of the time is so variously complicated I really don’t at all see any point to having one.

So the next time I may find myself in the USA, I will not be able to drive. I’ll have to think whether at that point it is worth getting a license somewhere there (odd, now, how living in the USA without a license seems something approaching an impossibility) or having one from here, which I understand I can use there for 40 days, is more like it.

Among the Books

It was a good run with Le Guin. How I love the atmosphere and situations of TLHoD. How I love the winter of it. Relief from the climate in which we live, and rest from the work I do.

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The work I do now, that is difficult. I was thinking about it, the twin influences upon me from those days in seminary, now that I’m putting it into practice. One influence, a very focused and intense one was Milliman, the Greek teacher. He was about specialized rigor. He was the Biblical theology emphasis, the individual and particular. The other influence was of a widening, broader tendency. Bauder, the History and Theology teacher. The sense of corresponding, of catholicity was the effect of that influence. He has given me, via Logos, 1793 resources, to make sure I loose not the possibilities of breadth.

Of all my classes in seminary, these two were my main teachers: I took all the classes I could with them, and I think altogether I only missed one of all the ones both together offered.

And they were complementary influences. The Reformed have some fundamentalistic habits: they tend to be suspicious of what isn’t Reformed, they tend to be myopic and have the unexpected tendency to leave the rigor of Biblical analysis aside from time to time. I have found that among the many virtues. The complementary influences are what I think makes me aware of that, reminding me that nobody has anything to say who doesn’t first understand what the Bible says. That the Holy Ghost puts no desire in a man to be like John Calvin or Arthur W. Pink but like Jesus Christ. People agree in general, but I wonder how much people believe that when it comes to the rigor with which they examine the text to make sure what they’re saying is right. The focusing influence has me doubting myself, going back, staring at the text for hours and studying it till I can be sure I understand what it is saying, have a measure of clarity enough to go on. The broadening influence has me continually despairing if I am not reading around the text, keeping in mind the greater themes and the influence accumulated by the dust of the years. Guilty that in studying Paul’s use of prudence, I have not also found the time to read Plato’s Cratylus.

Two opposing influences, and between the tension of these I live. Influences from the past, and then in the present I have the influence of Remonstrans so that I don’t settle out of the rigor, but draw it, as it were, tighter.

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Further up and further in, roars the unicorn. Ah! literature.

That Last Part Sounds Like What I Need

Michael Lawrence – Biblical Theology in the Life of the Church from 9Marks on Vimeo.

Not Even Rising to the Level of Frustration

What if a whole lot or the entirety of your hymnody had been shaped by American missionaries of any kind of belief, but mainly of what used to be known, when they originally went missionary, as fundamentalism?

Your hymnody would be the armpit of the church.

That’s what we have in Spanish. We have John Wimber, Harry Emerson Fosdick, Twila Paris and all the latest. Just what we need. Why do people climb over each other to give us translations of this?

Couldn’t we have a bit of the old, reliable stuff please? One fellow I’m curious about is this one: Juan B. Cabrera (1837 – 1916). He did Holy, Holy, Holy in an excellent translation. Apparently he put out a whole hymnal in Spain back in his time. Unfortunately he also dedicated himself to a few Gospel Songs and is a mixed bag, though for the translations I’ve seen, he does the best. He is the author of one of the best which, naturally, the hymn compilers have seen fit to reduce as too much excellence, I assume, would have destroyed the chances of winning awards for the mediocre work generally prized in that area (they may have a point on stanza 4, but not on the rest).

Nunca, Dios mío

Nunca, Dios mío, cesará mi labio
De bendecirte, de cantar tu gloria,
Porque conservo de tu amor inmenso
Grata memoria.

Cuando perdido en mundanal sendero
No me cercaba sino niebla oscura,
Tú me miraste y alumbróme un rayo
De tu luz pura.

Cuando inclinaba mi abatida frente
Del mal obrar el oneroso yugo,
Dulce reposo, y eficaz alivio
Darme te plugo.

Cuando los dones malgasté a porfía,
Con que a mi alma pródigo adornaste,
“Padre, he pecado”, con dolor te dije,
Y me abrazaste.

Cuando en sus propios méritos fiaba,
Nunca mi pecho con amor latía;
Hoy de amor late, porque en tus bondades
Sólo confía.

Y cuando exhale mi postrer aliento
para volar a tu eternal presencia,
cierto hallaré, con tu justicia unida,
dulce clemencia.

¡Oh! nunca, nunca cesará mi labio
de bendecirte de cantar tu gloria;
porque conservo de tu amor inmenso
grata memoria.

What they get awards for, I think, is the little apparatus that comes with their award-winning hymnal which when you punch the number of the hymn, like a telephone, out comes the most bizarrely orchestrated, profane circus music arrangement possible so that even the best hymns you were not able to exclude can be rendered banal, trivial and utterly offensive to God and so you can say: mission accomplished.

I’ve been reading Lovelace on The Anatomy of Hymnody and the discouraging thing there is that his refined and sophisticated distinctions and observations are probably never going to be possible. We might have 20 texts that come into that category. It is a melancholy thought, but the sloven legacy we are left with simply doesn’t allow for more and does not appear to be improving. On the horizon I see no one even interested, but I’ll admit my horizon here is limited.

Reading Jeremiah, one sees it is has been for ages the tradition of God’s people to leave the living waters and make for themselves broken cisterns. We have what is worse because we frankly prefer it.

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Here is an interesting site. I think it is the Spanish equivalent of Cyberhymnal.

It has some treasures; one doesn’t entirely give up hope. Here is one that will fit the tune of ‘O Sacred Head.’

Oh pan de peregrinos

¡Oh, pan de peregrinos,
Manjar angelical!
¡Oh, Tú, maná divino,
Comida espiritual!
Concédenos que cuando
Comamos de tu altar,
Al mundo tan nefando
Podamos renunciar.

¡Oh, manantial de vida,
Del seno del Señor!
¡Oh, fuente cristalina
Del verdadero amor!
Oh, déjanos gustarte
Y nuestra sed saciar,
Que nunca Tú nos faltes
Por la eternidad.

Jesús, en esta mesa
Buscámoste adorar,
Tu Iglesia así profesa
Tomarte sin dudar,
Permite que podamos
En Ti y por Ti vivir,
Y el día que muramos
Vivamos para Ti. Amén.

Autor: Ray Palmer
Traducción: Roberto E. Ríos

La Madrugada del Panadero: Ballet suite

I enjoy this stuff. Maybe to you it is like Evelyn Waugh to C.S. Lewis (I just read a funny in letter by Lewis on Brideshead in the grand collection; decidedly negative). But if you like Straviskly and Ravel both, I think you’ll like Halffter. Spanish chap, you know.

Free Download of it here.

The Left Hand of Darkness, II

Entered again the strange world of The Left Hand of Darkness again last night. I think there are two reasons for that book’s success. One is that it is unpredictable and the other is that it is memorable.

Unpredictable in that when the ideology starts popping up, it isn’t with the usual naiveté and stark differences. Le Guin is a dualist, but here she’s writing a book mainly to explore, it seems to me, the possibilities of an androgynous society, where male and female don’t really apply.

She has a barbarian, rural kingdom run by an insane king, and then she has a sort of communist, bureaucracy as the other nation, and guess what? It isn’t all happy socialism there either. In fact, the kingdom is happier. So it has a certain sophistication of plan, of thought, and of anthropology, which makes it interesting. Not that there aren’t things one kind of groans at, but the enjoyment of the book isn’t spoiled; it isn’t preachy or forced or allegory.

The second thing is that the places are memorable. I remember my first reading and how the places live in my imagination long afterward and have shaped some of my own stories. The cold, the kingdom, the approach to technology, the religious practices. It isn’t cheap and shallow but so well-built you find yourself compelled to remember and in a way live in those places, to make them part of your mental world and imaginative food.

My hands, after reading half the book, smelled of the unpleasant smell of the pages. I remember that also from when I got the paperback. But with time, the smell is softening and I can now detect something faintly pleasant to it. One day perhaps it will smell as wonderful as my old Tolkien Ballantine paperbacks. I was wondering whether her views would make the book unpleasant to me over time. But that seems to me going in the direction of the smell.

Lucas 9.41

Venimos una larga distancia de los primeros capítulos de este evangelio. Leyendo otra vez esos cuentos mágicos del capitulo uno y el capitulo dos, tan llenos de maravillas y nobleza, nos asombramos una vez mas al considerar que son verdaderos, y con cuanta alegría nos alegran. Llegando al relato de la transfiguración recordamos la magia de ese distante principio, y nos sugiere un contraste muy fuerte para Jesús cuando desciende del monte y encuentra la situación que Lucas describe. Que aburrido para el, que ineficaces somos, faltos de fe y feamente faltos de idealidad o elevación. El trae las maravillas de otro mundo, y entra al nuestro en donde todos los días damos de nuevo el sentido cansado a la palabra ‘cotidiano’ con el gris, escuálido e inagotable tedio que tanto parecemos preferir.

Easily the Best Chapter in the Book

And it is for want of considering devotion in this light, as something that is to be nursed and cherished with care, as something that is to be made part of our business, that is to be improved with care and contrivance, by art and method, and a diligent use of the best helps; it is for want of considering it in this light that so many people are so little benefited by it and live and die strangers to that spirit of devotion, which, by a prudent use of proper means, they might have enjoyed in a high degree.

–William Law, A Serious Call to a Devout and Holy Life, from Chapter XIV

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