Apartments of the Unexamined Life

Well, there is a long story to tell, but the time has not come to tell it. Once I strike a deal with TelMex we will be in business, but until then . . . we get about 15 wireless networks, but they’re all secure.

We are in possession of the apartment, figuring out the quirks with the water heater, have a refrigerator, a very pleasing couch deal, and everything really but chairs and some details that will come gradually.

Next thing, beside settling in, is to work on the work visa which I hope will only be a matter of weeks. If you don’t have the visa you don’t have a cedula, and if you don’t have a cedula you can’t open a bank account or really exist here.

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It is good to be done with wandering. I trust we can settle in here for a long while. Climbing to the fifth floor is wholesome and wearying, but we do have a pretty good view out of our south-facing windows here in the north of the city. I see the cerro de la Calera and feel closer to the clouds and sky. We listen to the cow-bell they have in the Catholic church on the other side of the park, we watch the workers putting grass on the soccer field and paving the paths of the park with bricks, beside us is some kind of food distribution center so we have the trucks parking and backing all day long. We have interneteries, ferreteries, hamburgeries, empanaderies, chickeneries, bakeries, pizzaeries and parilleries all about us. A larger grocery store is a bit though not too distant, but you actually can get most everything at fruiteries, vegetableries, butcheries, cheeseries, etceteries.

There is a local charismatic open theist who preached in February a sermon called “Calvin or the Bible.” More of the usual Nuda Scrituraeries on which the branch of ignorance flourishes. I’m working on a reply to it in Spanish, which will help me think and write in Spanish. Have to go through my book on Spanish orthography seriously.

They have a great need for good theological thinking and especially some better rudiments of theological method here. I’m not the most qualified, having wasted a post-graduate course on theological method with a man who couldn’t even always keep his sentences coherent—a man who should not be teaching that subject except that for reasons that were not apparent during the class, he somehow earned a Ph.D. But I have found that many of the Reformed Baptists have come out of fundamentalism—the hard (kicked out for the heresy of Calvinism, along with a pretty fundamentalist approach to doctrinal disagreements) or the easy way—and they still have many of the mental habits of fundamentalists. These are hard to shake, they’re invisible; I discover one on me every time I turn around, like lice. Such Reformed Baptists chastise fundamentalists for ignoring history and the history of doctrine; and they study the reformers, but are often ignorant of anything but what they call—to my great annoyance—the reformed faith. It’s like Mormons, only with the reformation, sometimes. And they handle Arminians badly, and they have squirrelly notions in general, like lice. I find the ones who are converted from Catholicism can be as unreasonable about Catholicism as the one’s converted from fundamentalism (Catholics are Arminians—one said once), but the former are less unreasonable about the way they handle history and doctrine—especially once they start reading John Owen. Well, with the level of ignorance being what it is, even I might be able to help.

That is the nice thing about being a mediocrity in an age of total collapse. One can have an opportunity to help in one thing or another. The drawback is that in former times one would have had a chance of a better education.

Speaking of which, I bought the Divine Comedy in Spanish, and also some Chekov and Gogol. As life settles down and I am not involved in the business of ineptly installing curtain rods—I have no desire to learn how to do this, no sentimental attachment to physical labor whatever, do not consider it wholesome or something to be practiced by any but those who make their living thereby: so I’m bad at it—I can take up the books and renew my attempts to flee, however miserably, the unexamined life.

Update Coming

Yesterday I wanted to leave, today all is very well, tomorrow I hope to own a refrigerator, which I never have.

Very Interesting

I wanted to be an English teacher in order to study the language—and I really regret having gotten rid of Fowler. Must find a replacement. Must also find more grammar books. But I did not get rid of everything, and one thing I can get here, is the odd grammar book. I hope I can get Fowler.

Many things people assume one has learned, one never has. For example, the difference between the prepositions among and between is that the former denotes more than two and the latter only two, and this is intuitive. But when you have to stop and explain it the thing is very difficult to discern. I enjoy the problem, and I can usually come up with an explanation, but it is the sort of thing to make one think.

Here is an interesting list, if you like thinking along these lines:

advice vs advise | accept vs except
affect vs effect | a lot/alot/allot
all ready vs already | all right vs alright | alone vs lonely
altogether vs all together | any vs some
any one vs anyone | apart vs a part
been vs gone | beside vs besides
bored vs boring | bought vs brought
borrow vs lend | by vs until
check vs control | come over vs overcome
complement vs compliment
concentrate vs concentrated | council vs counsel
councillor vs counsellor
data vs datum | decent vs descent | discreet vs discrete
don’t have to vs mustn’t | downside vs underside
driving test vs test drive
effect vs affect | e.g. or i.e. | either vs as well / too
every day vs everyday | excited vs exciting
expand vs expend | experience vs experience(s)
fewer vs less | for vs since (time) | good vs well | gone vs been
hard vs hardly | hear vs listen | heroin vs heroine | he’s vs his
holiday vs the weekend | homework vs housework
“How do you do?” vs “How are you?”
I vs me | improve vs improvise
interested vs interesting
lay vs lie | lay down vs lie down | less vs fewer
look after vs look for | look at vs watch
look forward(s) | look forward to
look over vs overlook | loose vs lose
me vs I | me vs my | moan vs mourn
most vs the most | most vs mostly
nor vs or
overtake vs takeover / take over
personal vs personnel | practice vs practise
precede vs proceed | principal vs principle
quiet vs quite
raise/rise | regard vs regardless vs regards
remember vs remind | replay vs reply
said vs told | see vs watch | shortage vs shortness
so vs such | some vs any | stationary vs stationery
take care vs take care of | that/which/who | to/too/two| there/their/they’re
trainer vs trainee | travel/trip/voyage/journey
used to vs used to do
wander vs wonder | what vs which | who vs whom
wrong vs wrongly

Gold Museum; Chrome

Got a rejection, got an acceptance (On the Gold Museum, Bogota), and I switched my default browser to Chrome. It took me a long while to figure out that the browser is finally built with a multi-purpose address/search bar.

We are hoping, this afternoon, to get an apartment.

The Situation I Perceive

Extra Terrestrial

It begins again, as it will periodically and will continue as our age disintegrates and until the end of the world. Someone wondered whether I would fit in with the churches here, and the context for the question was the context of music. It is a problem that used to worry me, and it is not a problem that will easily go away, but it captures the continual perplexity with which the people of God in this present time must learn to live: the way of obedience leads through the mountains of our age. If you want to be faithful to God in a generation in which the visible church has lost her way, you are going to feel, from time to time, like you’re the only one doing it.

This is sometimes called by casual people “The Elijah Syndrome.” The phrase is an objectionable phrase. Elijah’s problem was that he believed his big victory at Carmel would be decisive, and then he found out the battle would continue, that God’s ways were not his ways and that God’s solutions took more time. If anybody has a problem bearing the silly epithet “Elijah Syndrome,” it isn’t those who take a grim view of the immediate solutions available in the present circumstances.

I belong to a religion which holds those in high regard who have continued on their way alone, in spite of the circumstances and with a lack of leadership. David, for example, when among the soldiers of the army of the Lord did not follow the example set by all the seasoned veterans or even God’s anointed king. That is to say: faith in God resulting in obedience was not being rigorously practiced among the hosts of Israel, and David stood out for that reason. Daniel also found himself in similar circumstances along with three of his friends. Nobody else in Babylon did as they did, and the way forward for Daniel and his friends was not easy. But it was possible; even though they were alone, the Lord Jesus was with them against all the powers of that age. We could mention Athanasios who stood against the world, or Martin Luther who stood against the consensus of the temporal powers of his age. We admire Luther for the power of conviction the faith God gave him worked. These are familiar examples, and even though it is not common for people to practice as these men did, it is common to admire them in retrospect. And it is right, and part of my religion not only to admire, but, if necessary, to follow them along a similar narrow way whether much or little is at stake. If they stood fearless against the circumstances, how much more should we stand against ours—with or without leadership.

This is not to say we don’t need spiritual leaders. We do need spiritual leaders. But those in positions of spiritual leadership do not always provide the leadership required of them. Church History bears this out and holy Scripture, since both provide examples of men who found themselves in circumstances in which they had to walk alone, not with, but in spite of the leaders under which they found themselves. It has happened more than four times in this world, and Jesus tells us that the way is narrow because it is going to happen to a lesser or greater degree to all of us. And so it is not to be wondered at when it happens even to me.

What Is the Problem?

Machen said something to the effect that we would lose hope if we were to hope in the present circumstances, but we do not look to the present circumstances for hope: we look to the great and precious promises of God. Nevertheless, Machen cannot be said to have been a man unaware of the circumstances of his time. One of the great problems we have is that we can’t seem to pay attention to the present circumstances and the object of our hope simultaneously and in different ways—one is a failure of intelligence, the other a failure of faith, and I believe the failure to do both is called immaturity. It is something Christians have been called to do since the beginning: our affections being set beyond the temporal realm while our lives continue in the quotidian way. Jesus calls us to live shrewdly, like snakes. Christians must learn to understand the present circumstances and evaluate them correctly, yet not to hope in them but rather to hope in God alone while living under the present circumstances. And I think that when it comes to having hope in God alone, the present circumstances are very congenial for that since they do not themselves provide the slightest ground for hope.

The problem is that we don’t want to live shrewdly. Christians have a defanged view of understanding the world because we seem to think that being harmless somehow implies being also witless. But being witless is the very opposite of what Jesus calls us to be, and it has the unfortunate result of making us harmful. We end up being as shrewd as pigeons and about as harmless as snakes. Surely it is obvious that this state of affairs is rather counterproductive.

It’s not unlike the notion that the problem of violence is somehow the weapons. Technology serves to advance the good or evil intentions of the human heart. The problem always lies in the human heart which is naturally inclined toward evil. If you try to take the guns away, you’ll not remove the evil in the human heart and you’ll hinder the good purposes for which that technology exists: stopping evil people who will be stopped by nothing but force. They’ve done it in Brazil: they’ve passed a law against having guns. One doesn’t wonder how may of the criminals are complying—the dilemma is for the law-abiding. They took away the guns in Britain and now they have a problem with knives. They’re trying to take away the knives, but have they considered the depths to which they will cause their own cuisine to sink if they manage to remove that crucial technology in the name of safety? Britain will become the haunt of jackals. What if Britain’s thugs start using pointed sticks, raze the immemorial elms? My point is that you can’t remove the problem by removing objects from the landscape. The solution must lie in the realm of the human heart.

Education, one of my students recently said to me, is the solution to all this violence. Why is it—I asked—the FARC’s leaders are PhDs and these guerillas recruit from the universities? The answer is that education has been limited from the realm of human understanding—science in the medieval sense, with theology at the heart—to the realm of empirical knowledge—the considerably diminished realm of the modern sciences, the realm of the objects in the landscape. Such education tends to ignore the fact of human irrationality, finiteness, and moral corruption. Such education tends to encourage solutions that are irrational, limited and morally corrupt, resulting in fanatical aggression rather than melancholy wisdom, prudence, and civilization. Shrewd as pigeons and harmless as snakes is a good description of the Colombian guerilla. It is too bad that it is also a good description of contemporary Christianity.

What Is the Situation?

A proper education would go a certain way toward solving the problem if it were to make us shrewder, but what is the hope of a proper education if it fails to include the whole realm of human understanding? How can there be a consensus wide enough to influence the education we receive until there is a cultural consensus about what that realm comprehends? And when has such a consensus ever emerged in a short time? If the minimal notions of the consensus of our day have taken centuries of deterioration to form, how much more will a better, more elaborate vision of reality take to work its implications into the imagination of a people?

On one level the problem is simple, but the situation is more complicated than that. I said above that the problem is that we don’t want to live shrewdly. This becomes a greater problem in that we refuse to appreciate the real situation in which we find ourselves when we refuse to deal with the implications of the problem. The situation gives the context of the problem by explaining to us why modern man tends to think of the problem and its solutions in terms of the objects in the landscape. How did this come about?

It began in the 13th century, if Richard Weaver is to be believed, and I believe him. “The defeat of logical realism in the great medieval debate was the crucial event in the history of Western culture; from this flowed those acts which issue now in modern decadence.” The shift in epistemology from believing that ultimate reality was transcendent and spiritual to believing that reality is immanent and material is the most basic explanation because it is the explanation that explains everything else. (That is not something for a chap of mediocrity to start arguing in an essay: you can start reading this crucial book here.)

Several things have resulted from this: the fracturing of Christendom—for good or ill, the rise of applied science, technological societies, and the decline of piety. I don’t want to say that things have ever been well for the church, but things have been considerably better than they are today—it is hard to be a Christian in the twilight of Western Civilization because the loss is catastrophic. And if we are going to be as shrewd as we are expected to be, we are going to have to come to terms with the present situation the way it is. Even if the result is something bleaker than we would like or even know how to handle, we have to understand. The only alternative is to live in a situation we don’t understand, and to pretend our way forward—guessing at the direction. Many people dislike this consideration because we have become so shallow we are no longer used to thinking that something so distant in time can make a real difference in our world.

Never mind that Christians believe that the most significant event in human history took place two thousand years ago.

Disorderliness of Mind

And let us admit it, it is very hard to demonstrate the consequences of an epistemological shift with our preferred way of learning: the TV. We have grown dull, and our ears have waxed fat through modern distractions and entertainments—Richard Weaver talks of these things too. But these sorts of things can be found in the explanations, not of the glib, popular writers who are beset by accolades and bizarrely awarded Nobel laurels, but with the serious writers: writers usually of the conservative temperament, writers with a grasp of the history of ideas, writers who demonstrate an understanding of human folly and shortcomings, writers with the tragic view of life and orderliness of mind—as opposed to mere shallow cleverness, and a cunning instinct for fads.

One of the aspects of the problem is that Christians tend to confuse the problem of education, which is their problem, with the problem of unbelief, which is God’s problem. Christians often believe there is no solution in education because the problem is, after all, a problem of the human heart. If only they could get people converted in sufficient quantities things would improve. But that is not something that is going to happen if many are called but few are chosen; there never will be a preponderance of Christians in the world if the word of the Son of God counts for anything. True, there is a problem with the human heart to which the solution is only supernatural. But the question of education is not the question of the salvation of souls, but of the possibility of such souls for obedience. Being a Christian, studies have shown, does not make a man shrewd, it only brings upon him the responsibility of becoming shrewd. Many who are not Christians have mastered shrewdness: Jesus even attested to this. The realm of the human heart has a wide and varied geography.

One of the worst aspects of our problem is the sheer ignorance, a wide-reaching ignorance. Such ignorance is not only harmful, it is disobedient. A people without discernment cannot be faithful, and this is simply because part of our responsibility as Christians is to be discerning. But our responsibility is not only to be discerning for the sake of having discernment, but for the sake of understanding how we are to be obedient in all the aspects of our life. What we are fond of neglecting, under the influence of the spirit of the age, is that the best things carry a certain depth to them, that our responsibility is great because we are the crown of God’s creation, and that the whole realm of human understanding is vast.

A Situation without Human Hope

The realization of the scope of our responsibility ought to strike fear in the heart of a person. It is a great and terrible responsibility, something shallow-minded persons will find easier to reject because of the sheer capacity it requires. Shallow-minded persons will also instinctively reject the notion that they stand at any disadvantage. It is contrary to our own natural vanity, and contrary to the vanity of a generation whose only unchangeable article of faith is the preposterous notion that we stand at the pinnacle of human progress. But part of that realization, even in those who admit it with gradually eroding incredulity and the corresponding growing of some depth within, is a reaction of sheer panic, and that too must be overcome.

Once we realize that rather than being at the pinnacle of human progress we probably represent a pretty deep trough in human history, we are in a better position to judge our plight. Once we realize we are the shallow-minded and are desperately so, that our ignorance is tremendous, we have begun to know something. But there is one further problem, and that is the problem of the affections. Proof that our affections are astonishingly disordered can be found in what passes for music in our day: people fill their ears with the most insipid banalities and some very ugly sounds (it’s music for Orks, and corresponding language) and it is astonishingly popular for something so unappealingly dreadful and banal. One would not think taste could be so degraded.

But taste is, and taste has been degraded gradually in great leaps over the past two centuries so that nowadays cries of outrage are easily dismissed by pointing backward in time. People objected—people will say—to the stuff you like when it came out in your distant youth, and this is the same. It exposes the hypocrisy of the one objecting, and whatever can be said against our age, the stigma of hypocrisy still seems to be completely attached; in other words, the charge of hypocrisy is accurate and it even seems to stick the way it should. The problem is that of developing our sense of good taste at the bottom of a sewer, and that is quite a difficulty for anybody, let alone for us Christians.

In our day, a Christian is often a byword for someone with the mental capacity of a pigeon—and deservedly so. The world is so full of harm that Christians are still considered relatively harmless by all but some eccentrics like Christopher Hitchens and others with a keen if sometimes inaccurate sense of justice. One would almost rather be considered dangerous. But the unflattering reality is that we Christians have squandered our patrimony, have lived carelessly and fecklessly, and are probably worse off than even Venezuela will be once Chavez gets done. And if you think this dire condition has not affected the most important thing, the thing for which God created his creatures, then you ought to jump down a sewer and try living there for a while to find out exactly how many things remain unaffected in such circumstances.

I think the idolatrous mixture of entertainment and worship for which God’s people in this age thirst is the same as the idolatrous syncretism for which God’s people have longed in every age. In that sense the situation is no worse. The only thing is the gods are lesser gods than they have been of old, retaining nothing transcendent, nothing terrible, nothing at all even remarkable.

What is the idolatry of the day if not the worship of the god Distraction? A petty god! The comfortable rituals of the gods of entertainment are dear to Christians. We have grown blind to how they vitiate our minds, our hearts, our strength. Try taking from the Christian his household gods: his movies, his sports, the life of complete casualness, the comforts of an age which were alien to God’s people in past ages. Try giving him the comforts of his God and of his country, Zion: the hymns of the church, the holy Scripture, the joys and terrors of obedience. Try telling the modern, idolatrous Christian that the object of all his desire ought to be Christ of the flaming eyes, and his longing to be prostrated in uninterrupted adoration, fascinated, reverent, quiet, humble before an All-mighty, true, terrible and beautiful, merciful and just, infinitely good being who is wholly and incomprehensibly other. I would not be surprised if most Christians do not secretly long for an eternity filled less with this inconvenient being, and more with their comfortable, casual household gods in whose drab gardens they can putter away the grey hours of their meager notions of everlasting glory.

I’m Tired of Thinking, but I’m Not Done with It

Periodically, it seems, I go through such an exercise as this to remind myself, to wrestle with it again, to make myself think my way into it again and with the hope that I’ll achieve some clarity this time. There is nothing more difficult than thinking, and I need to improve very much at it—we all do. I know I’m unclear and incoherent not by the standard of the average, but by the standard of the norm, and I have a tendency to lose myself in the argument as I’m going along. It is during these moments I most realize what a diminished human I am, and how much I need to work at things like thinking. It helps to be overwhelmed with the horror of living at the bottom of a spiritual sewer: it tends to renew one’s enthusiasm for climbing the metal ladder and struggling again with the manhole overhead.

And yet all the world cannot be given over to relativism and self-doubt. I can doubt myself by a standard, a standard which has real existence and against which I measure, am measured, and to which I seek to conform. When I am alone surrounded by the drug-induced sha-la-la choruses of the 70′s, with the sentimental, bastard gospel songs of another century, with the pervasive syncretism of ages upon ages of disobedience, I can still know with clarity that the affections of worship must correspond to the object of worship: and the object of worship I know, or I am not a Christian.

It is not difficult to realize, here in Colombia, how much need there is, how much training needs to be done, how much the culture of the next generation needs to be shaped as much as is possible (there is no culture of reading in Colombia, only ineffective Government programs because the problem is sensed but never addressed), how desperately we need leadership with insight and godliness. Never mind that they sing the drug-induced sha-la-la choruses the 70′s has bequeathed us, the sentimental, bastard gospel songs, the banalities of Alfredo M. Colon and Twila Paris. The great needs of the USA pale in comparison. The scope of the need is so great it is exhausting to consider. And that is when one is most tempted to capitulate and try as best as one can to fit in—for the sake of being a little helpful.

But while no scripture is of private interpretation, no man can approach God and offer something with an uneasy conscience. The God of the Christian faith is hardly the God of those who capitulate, give up and fit in. And that is why the problem doesn’t worry me: the whole thing is too big for me, it is beyond the scope of my understanding and it is not something I can change though it is something I must resist.

The situation doesn’t obviate my need to understand it as much as possible, and it certainly doesn’t cancel my need to continue moving out of the darkness of ignorance and to grope around for other people to turn in the right direction, but the realization does release me from the superhuman responsibilities of an impossible situation. Our hope is not in the circumstances, but in the immutable promises of God.

People tend to ask, when they begin some of these realizations: What are we going to do? The answer is simple: you are going to be obedient no matter how hard it is. It is always the plight of finite creatures to be in over their heads, and it is always our responsibility to be faithful in everything. But perhaps what people mean when they ask this question is: What does that obedience look like?

It looks like the examined life: shrewd and harmless.

The examined life is difficult, but the unexamined life is not worth living. The gate is straight, the way is narrow, but for the few travelers on the way of personal obedience, there are no insurmountable obstacles. The department of transportation of the Kingdom of Jesus Christ does not build wide roads or easy roads, but it never allows obstacles to block the way forward. And that is why the problem no longer worries me, that is my consolation though I have a problem with which I must deal for the rest of my life. The way of obedience leads through the mountains of our age, but it leads to a worthwhile goal.

Hiraeth

Reading the biography of Martyn Lloyd-Jones I had an idea I scrawled down which I thought would be a poem and became a story. I’m not sure it is clear, but I’m pretty pleased with it.

Hiraeth

The J-Z Guide to Bogota

I’m working on it.

Latest:

Reading the Crowd: the Bogota Book Fair

Former:

Overlooking Bogota: Up the Hill to Monserrate

Doing Bogota’s National Museum

Warming Up after Bogota: La Vega & Villeta

On the Home Stretch?

Might be in the last stages of the paperwork for an apartment. I think I’m in the last stages of being able to put up with it. We’ll see . . .

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To celebrate having survived four hours out of home with 3 million COPs on my person (the deposit for this place is 4 million—feels like a downpayment, and I still had to have another person open the account for me) I got a quarto de libra.

It was just like in the USA! It had been made fifteen or twenty minutes prior to purchase, it had the same yellow cheese—kind of rare here, and the same pickles and everything. Only it was less than $2.

At McDonalds the employees wear jeans. Jeans! I thought, I wonder what kind of jeans. All the jeans had rounded M’s on the back pockets.

McJeans.

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Now some rest. My hearty constitution is wrestling down a flu—probably swine flu or something. To aid my hearty constitution I’m having a pot of Juan Valdez. If we get the apartment, then it is going to be Katrina’s moment to shop, and I need to be rested for that.

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So now that I got a bank account (in another person’s name) with 4 million COPs in it, I hear really frightening economic news: Pablo Krugman is in Bogota!

Still probably better than dollars as long as Obama is in charge.

Nice Look

I had to laugh at how my banner looks, but I like the whole setup better.

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We just went to the Bogota Book Fair. I almost left because of the crowds, but you have to pay to get in, and I did find some books. Unamuno and Lope de Vega in cheap editions.

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We found an English bookstore. Something about Authors, and its main store is on the 5th and 70. Will have to see how they can serve me.

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Editorial Herder is a serious place. Serious bindings and serious prices. It is kind of odd to find myself in the midst of booksellers and not be able to know my way around by instinct. I need to get more familiar with things in the world of Latin American and Hispanic publications.

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Today is the feast of the assumption of the virgin or something like that. Our last holiday till October—not sure how we’re going to make it.

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A quarter pounder here is currently going for 4,000 COPs at McDonald’s according to the advertisements in the bus. That’s even cheaper than a hamburger at a stand on the street for 5,000 COPs, though these latter are usually not small. I’m told I really have to try this little place around the corner—Andres Gourmet. The guy sets up his stand in a little courtyard and by the dim light of a distant street lamp cooks the best there are, I’m told.

The McDeal is rather interesting, a regular hamburger or a McFiesta (hamburger with lettuce and mayonnaise and tomato, it appears) go for 2,700 COPs. Apparently the McFiesta is not recomended: somebody went to the trouble of scrawling BASURA on the enlarged picture.

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It is nice to get some variety to the parrilla food, especially if the taste of grease from your last corrientazo is lingering in the memory. If you want interesting pizza, there is the 1969. It is a completely different taste of grease.

They also have leaner pizza elsewhere and cheaper.

Odd how much they eat pizza here.

Slate with some ironic considerations

Interesting article on the author endorsed, comic book version of Farenheit 451.

Three Hymns and the Meditation of a Sabbath

Like Original Arminianism, the position most of us naturally take toward statements in Scripture where God is said to chose and to elect and foreordain, we in our day come toward the arts with the developed and bizarre notion that the production of the arts is somehow disassociated from the human heart that produces them. It is a failure of judgment in a matter of judgment. I wonder if it isn’t the problem of the man who dismisses Isaac Watts because he persisted in denying the Trinity at the end of his life. But the hymns of Isaac Watts express Christian sensibilities and are even sometime very good poems—just ask Matthew Arnold, a judge of poetry of no mean ability, about “When I Survey the Wondrous Cross.” People who dismiss Watts believe his considered statements contradict the evidence of the expression of the heart rather than the other way around. It is a good question: What counts as evidence? An assumption I used to make was to think that fine music was automatically produced by men of genius without regard to the inner man of the composer. But when you read proper music criticism and you begin to work your way into the ways of the arts, you realize that this separation of the soul and art is entirely fictitious or an exaggeration at best; at worst, a modern lie. (That is where you need to be wary of the criticism you encounter. Some of it is of poor quality, some of it is done by able critics who are evil and reject a moral order. The best I can recommend to you, from my limited understanding, is the criticism you encounter in The New Criterion. There you will find reliable criticism and indications of where to look for more such criticism in other sources.)

It also explains why modern church musicians can only produce trash and Handel wrote masterpieces: it has to do with the quality of the soul, not merely ability and talent—of which it is doubtful whether many have more than Handel had anyway. And while ability and talent count for much, and it is much to be desired that Christians should seek such ability and talent in order to devote it to the Lord, it would be something if we could find some of the quality of soul of men like Charles Wesley, Horatius Bonar and Bernard of Clairvaux.

We have a responsibility to cultivate abilities and talents: we ought to devote these to the greatest use for which they were made. But abilities and talents work with material which wells out of the soul, and the quality of that spring, or of the ore from that mine, appears to be something which we modern men do not think about much or very clearly.

This matter of the quality of soul, it seems to me, explains the quality of the sensibilities expressed. Take, for instance, the hymns written by the author of “My Jesus I Love Thee.” This man wrote other such hymns, and with him one detects a low spiritual intensity. There is no sharp pang of feeling, but only sensibilities raised a few degrees above platitudes. It is probably the best we can hope to produce ourselves, which is why I think the treasuries of previous ages of the Church are so valuable to us.

Consider this prayer by Bishop Synesius made into a poem :

Lord Jesus, think on me
And purge away my sin;
From earthborn passions set me free
And make me pure within.

Lord Jesus, think on me,
With many a care oppressed;
Let me Thy loving servant be
And taste Thy promised rest.

Lord Jesus, think on me
Amid the battle’s strife;
In all my pain and misery
Be Thou my Health and Life.

Lord Jesus, think on me
Nor let me go astray;
Through darkness and perplexity
Point Thou the heavenly way.

Lord Jesus, think on me
When floods the tempest high;
When on doth rush the enemy,
O Savior, be Thou nigh!

Lord Jesus, think on me
That, when the flood is past,
I may th’eternal brightness see
And share Thy joy at last.

Lord Jesus, think on me
That I may sing above
To Father, Spirit, and to Thee
The strains of praise and love.

The allusion is to the words of the dying thief. The allusion is clear to anybody with a simple understanding of the Gospels. It doesn’t say very much, but as the poem progresses (and the progress it makes is the most crucial thing for the poem’s effect, from the allusion it continues through the length of a life lived out) one becomes aware it is full of spiritual longing, which is one of the reasons the feeling expressed has been preserved and has lasted since the fifth century. The poetry preserves the inner feeling of ancient Christianity along with the patience produced in those who wait below for something from above by turning an allusion to one who was saved in his last hours into a poem about the endurance of years of Christian living. This keen yearning of which we do not see many examples in our day I consider one of the best qualities of the writings of piety of the deep past of the church.

Now consider the words of Horatius Bonar:

No, not despairingly
Come I to thee;
No, not distrustingly
Bend I the knee:
Sin hath gone over me,
Yet is this still my plea,
Jesus hath died.

Ah! Mine iniquity
Crimson has been,
Infinite, infinite,
Sin up sin;
Sin of not loving thee,
Sin of not trusting thee,
Infinite sin.

Lord, I confess to thee
Sadly my sin;
All am tell I thee,
All I have been:
Purge thou my sin away,
Wash thou my soul this day;
Lord, make me clean.

Faithful and just art thou,
Forgiving all;
Loving and kind art thou
When poor ones call:
Lord, let the cleansing blood,
Blood of the Lamb of God,
Pass o’er my soul.

Then all is peace and light
This soul within;
Thus shall I walk with thee,
The loved Unseen;
Leaning on thee, my God,
Guided along the road,
Nothing between.

It is not a particularly skillful poem, which is not to say it is clumsy. It is more than adequate even if it is not exalted—and it would be better without the second stanza. But what it encloses is a sense of the complete satisfaction of faith. The last line of each stanza is so brief and yet so complete—because of the meter—that it clearly expresses the confidence Bonar wants to suggest. Technically this is an effect of the rhyme structure and the metrical variation: three and two, three and two, three, three and two; ababccb. But the technical effect on which the success of the poem depends could be achieved with puerile sentiments—James Joyce was rather a hand at that. James Joyce, however, demonstrated none of the complete satisfaction of faith. Notice the urgency of confession in the third stanza: a mark of authentic experience. Again, it is not possible to express it without making use of the technique of poetry (here the escalation caused by the repeated emphasis on the verbs and finally resting on the vocative: Lord), but the light in the depths of this jewel first shone in a human heart.

And here is the crown jewel of this little collection, by Henry Twells:

Not for our sins alone
Thy mercy, Lord, we sue;
Let fall Thy pitying glance
On our devotions, too,
What we have done for Thee,
And what we think to do.

The holiest hours we spend
In prayer upon our knees,
The times when most we deem
The songs of praise will please,
Thou Searcher of all hearts,
Forgiveness pour on these.

And all the gifts we bring,
And all the vows we make,
And all the acts of love
We plan for Thy dear sake,
Into Thy pardoning thought,
O God of mercy, take.

And most, when we, Thy flock,
Before Thine altar bend,
And strange, bewildering thoughts
With those sweet moments blend,
By Him Whose death we plead,
Good Lord, Thy help extend.

Bow down Thine ear and hear!
Open Thine eyes and see!
Our very love is shame,
And we must come to Thee
To make it of Thy grace
What Thou wouldst have it be.

Everything here rests on the sentiment: the strictness of self-examination, the humility of abasement, the beauty of complete dependence on the mercy and grace of God, the truth that nothing we can do is ever done without complete dependence on God who gives and must give all things. It is a strong tonic against so many spiritual maladies and wrong turnings. It is not possible to contrive such a sentiment without first experiencing it, and even if we haven’t experienced it, it nevertheless rings true with Christians at the level of the most passionate inwardness.

There is a great satisfaction that Twells suggests by means of his perfect end rhymes. The rhyme scheme is abcbdb, with the ragged, unrhymed ends of lines 1, 3 and 5 contrasting with the perfect, smooth rhymes of 2, 4 and 6. The effect is twofold: (1) you build up tension in the odd lines that you relieve in the even, which tension can be said to amount to a sense of incompleteness, and (2) out of that sense of incompleteness you achieve a fuller, richer sense of completion when you end the stanza after three rhymed lines. It is the perfect illustration of the point Twells is trying to make: simply and unconsciously and brilliantly achieved in something so old and ignorably transparent, as mechanical as meter and rhyme.

You almost forget the sentiment of the poem when you start thinking about how he did it. It is a simple device, but not something anybody would have stumbled upon. I don’t even think it was intuition, though it might have been. It is the meeting of ability, talent, and an imperfect human soul which has known the perfect operation of the Lord God.

In the News

Dame Kiri Te Kanawa to retire.

An article on that fascinating personage: Rahm Emanuel.

And this really interesting piece on American house ownership. It is full of extremely interesting information about how government intervention created the high glut of house owners. You should read it if you are desperate to own a house or have been desperate to own a house in the USA. It ought to provoke some thought.

It is even in the Colombian news: Twins lose 11-0! I guess they have a Colombian short stop.

Torquemada en la Hogera, by Benito Pérez Galdós

Benito Pérez Galdós is a very important figure in Spanish letters, I understand. No doubt the reputation is deserved, he had the knack for writing and if you don’t believe me there is the fact that made his living by writing in the 19th century.

The usurer Torquemada is a minor figure from another novel who becomes the main figure in four subsequent; none of them, to judge from the titles, flattering to the chap. The situation in this novel is that Torquemada’s son, who is a mathematical genius, falls into mortal illness. This situation is what sets this curious person Torquemada onto his pyre, and the outworking of the novel consists in showing the reader how it occurs to Torquemada to behave in the face of this crisis.

For all that such a situation in life would be dire and fraught, the novel is comical and light. Pérez watches with humor and indulgence as his usurious hero is grilled—or rather shows us with humor and indulgence as he grills his usurious hero at the stake. As the child worsens, the usurer takes to the street in a desperately comical and uncharacteristic fit of charity, giving alms, giving away his second-best cloak, lending money to a starving artist and going so far as to consider whether he ought not donate a pearl to the virgin herself.

When I was young I must have heard the sayings “No me importa un rabano,” (we might say, I don’t give a fig), or “rayos,” (I’m not sure what the equivalent would be: blast?). On the lips of Torquemada these were curiously funny, and it probably had to do more with Pérez’s aptitude for evoking character by means of dialogue—for which he was justly famous—and circumstance than the mere use of these words (though the word “rabano” is inherently as comical as the concept of a radish—a most comical vegetable—and something about invoking lighting is presumptuous and therefore potentially risible).

Pérez’s point is about the hardness of such a character—hence his resistance to the fire—and how limiting in the circumstances of this life it is to have a heart like that of Torquemada. He examines a type, particularizes him and places him in Madrid, and gives us an enjoyable view. The book is simple, the object is clear, and my only complaint is that it is very short. Who in the 19th century published novels of a mere 101 pages? Good thing there are three sequels.

No Electric Shower Head after all

They have different strata here in Bogota, 1-9. 3 is good, 4 is not bad, 5 is getting expensive. The stratum has to do with how much they charge you for utilities. The place with the electric shower head was a 5, engendering misgivings. So now we’re after something else with gas and stratum 3.

* * *
Ten years of marriage, today. I’m probably going to buy my wife a new refrigerator and probably a washer and maybe a drier one of these days. And graduation again: about my tenth graduation, I would guess.

Slowly

Things go slowly here. I need a proper post on it—maybe later. Anyway, I might have a contract and a visa soon. And we might have an apartment soon.

It is somewhat difficult to get an apartment here because most of them go through rental agencies and require some kind of paperwork mostly involving the signatures of two people who own property outright and are willing to sign onto the contract for you. Who having been in the country scarce two months has that?

So the other way is to go via the unusual route of putting down a deposit (just like in the USA). Which I suggested to the persons I’ve dealt with before, but these weasels don’t like that idea (and with some reason: it takes a four to six month hassle with the courts to evict somebody).

I think I found a place, with the right price, that will rent it direct (transaction between me and the owner, and the deposit). It has a really good location and the only drawback is that it has an electric stove and an electric shower (I’ve been told the electric showers work fine, but the idea is a bit . . . you know). It even comes with a drier, which we want and this would save us big $$$.

I just have to fill out some kind of credit application this afternoon . . . we’ll see how that works out.

Crazy Ideas

This morning it was a rather long class. The only student to show up is worried about Chavez next door. Chavez is the guy in charge of Venezuela and he has more than a few Colombians nervous. The guy owns a lot of Russian weaponry, just signed an agreement to import from Argentina what he could more easily and cheaply import from Colombia, and in the mind of my student is looking for a nuke to own and flaunt and eventually use. (And when you think of nuclear weaponry you can’t help wondering if a little decay in civilization, enough to get us to the point where we don’t have the means to make them, wouldn’t be a good thing.)

“He is a crazy person. He wants nuclear missiles. And he will use it. And then everybody realize, and they say: Oh, poor Colombia! But then it is too late.”

So my student has a solution: the solution is a one world government. The leader must be from the United States, and, in fact, if Colombia were to join the union today my student would be very pleased—except that he does not believe in the right to bear arms.

“It is necessary that United States send in CIA to kill Chavez.”

Right, that’s just what the region needs. And if Colombia joined the union there would be rioting in the streets and marshal law for years before they got everything under control here, no doubt, besides war with every neighbor with the possible exception of Panama and Peru.

I agreed with him that a leader that pits one social class against another, rather than unifying and rallying his country behind a common vision, is a bad leader. But when he said that what would unify the human race would be the search for other habitable planets, and that if we found another habitable planet we would all forget the petty squabbling of this present age and join together for a bright future . . . I got an idea for a story.

De Merum Wysteria, etc.

Blogs come and go with their own sort of season. One of the blogs that has come and gone is De Rerum Mysterio, which I always think of as De Merum Wysteria. It is back, in this season of blogging, as, in case you haven’t noticed, is Dandelion End.

Platform may be back, but life might still interfere.

If you aspire to write, you could do worse than to avail yourself of a blog and try to be regularly interesting, and hone your work in front of an audience which might include anybody.

Juan Calvino

Lo que todos los pastores deben hacer en el idioma de su congregacion.

Juan Calvino, por J. E. Castañeda

Wordsworth as a Neocon

Still more relevant today is the key insight underlying Wordsworth’s political conversion. The Prelude, subtitled Growth of a Poet’s Mind, could just as easily, especially in its later editions, be called Growth of a Conservative’s Mind. It tells how, in a radical age, in a life of integrity, patriotism, and decency, and by the sheer power of a poetic intelligence equaled very rarely in human history, Wordsworth rediscovered—almost reinvented—the central enduring principle of the conservative ideal.

Wholesome words on Romanticism. And this:

“The imagination as Wordsworth conceived it was then and remains now an antidote to the misguided translation of science into moral philosophy. “

The Celestine Prophecy

The Celestine Prophecy is an engaging story, but not literature because it offers no real insight into the human condition. The problem, as you read the book, is the problem of depth. And it makes sense if the book is popular in this generation: it provides a popular solution, which by definition has to be easy and is therefore limited as to its depths. A mass appeal, in this present evil age, is not a good sign. And to the shallow imagination of the popular culture, the solutions of The Celestine Prophecy can seem right plausible.

The Da Vinci Code was a similar thing. People with a shallow understanding of history, a very shallow grasp of human motivation and no grasp whatever of the delights of language found an appeal in such a work. Savages, of course, do not like being informed of their inferior condition, however true—and this is when the charge of elitism, a gut reaction and not the product of thought or consideration, tends to surge. But the only solution for the savage condition starts with the realization of one’s own savage condition, and that we are savages because there is something wrong at the very depth of our being: savages are distorted so that they have a fascination with horrors, they believe there is something fundamentally true about ugliness, and prefer darkness to light. Not until the penetrating realization of our condition, with all the fears and anguish of it, and despair, dawns upon us, will we experience any deliverance.

It ought to be said, at this point, that the problem is more than being savages, but the book does help to show us what savage heathen we are. I’d like to equivocate with the term savage because the relationship between the meanings is real and I want to make a point about the book in question. A savage is always a heathen, though the heathen are not always savages, and in our day some heathen are more civilized than most Christians.

The despair I have described is known in the language of Jonathan Edwards as Legal Humiliation. The cold light of God’s law shines on such savages and exposes their darkness, creates fear, anguish and also despair. The problem with the light of the law is that it turns none toward itself, it only condemns, for the qualities of that light cannot all be appreciated until there has been an opening of the eyes of the soul. What the savage needs is the supernatural light of the Gospel, that light that can make man rejoice in his own humiliation, can make man realize that he has only darkness and is alone without hope, that he is condemned but also that he has one to deliver him from condemnation: Christ his only hope. Evangelical Humiliation is the sinner’s realization that Christ is his, and that Christ is everything. Such a man is happy to be nothing, knows repentance and will know amendment of life. A savage illumined by that supernatural light cannot turn away, he must look on such an irresistible light and this gaze is, in the language of A.W. Tozer, the sight of the soul: faith.

To me one of the most persuasive things about Christianity that always sticks in my mind (besides the music of Handel and Bach), is the fact that the problems of the human condition are met, stared at in the fearless way of those who are confident of a solution, and radically resolved with the utmost satisfaction. The truth withdraws from no questions, it provides only the most satisfying answers. The problem of the human race is so terrible it required the very death of God to remedy. It is not a matter of enlightenment in the sense of realizing some forgotten piece of knowledge, it is not a matter of following the correct rigamarole, however humiliating, it is a matter to which there is no human solution. And all men hate to make that admission. All men hate it until by a divine and supernatural light they gaze on the solution, and that solution is found in the Gospel: Jesus died as a substitute for the sins of his people, taking their guilt and condemnation so that these might have his righteousness imputed and justification. Evangelical Humiliation is when you rejoice to have the imputed, alien righteousness of Jesus Christ.

There are no other solutions because apart from Jesus Christ there is no salvation.

All men hate to make that admission, and for this reason you have the flourishing of popular religious fads. The Celestine Prophecy is nothing new, except that in days of yore it would never have appealed to much of the population. It is so patently ludicrous that men will no doubt look back on it and marvel at our gullibility, unless they are men who understand that the human race is desperately searching for any solution other than the right solution. What the book offers is a way of salvation that depends entirely on human kind. Human kind can be rescued from the plight of the human condition by realizing the insights conveniently provided by James Redfield.

It sounds preposterous when put in those mere terms, but that is what the book exists to proclaim. The back story about the “Manuscript” (always with a capital M), Peru and the hostility of the government and the Catholic church, the ready agreement of scientists in every field to the notions of the Manuscript, the curious fact that so many of the characters appear to be American even though the thing is taking place in Peru, the notions about the Incas and the Mayans, all these are things most believers would probably say they do not accept: they recognize these were made up by the author in an effort to get his ideas across. They are not so unsophisticated as to believe all that, but they are so unsophisticated, it would appear, as to believe the insights conveniently provided by James Redfield.

It is ingenious, in a way, to clothe your ideas in a story in order to persuade others. It brings them into a context and adds the plausibility of a step by step progression. Besides that, the story—for all the preposterous turns it takes—is engaging for the adventure of it. One desires the protagonist to achieve the realizations, and finds oneself thinking for him, wishing he were less obtuse and would just open himself to the energy and start centering himself on beautiful objects and realizing their presence . . . in short, rather effective at a certain level. I want to do it myself, until I realize how little struggling there is, how little of internalization the author really demands. In other words: it is the right method but poorly executed—mostly because of the ideas with which the execution is involved. The book is at the very least an affront to education, and preys on the lack of it in our age, especially of those lacking in education among college graduates.

The real appeal of James Redfield’s ideas is that they appeal to the popular imagination in ways that transcend the book. For one thing, he emphasizes a kind of spirituality. Man is starved for that in our day—we might say the popular sales of this book demonstrate this, but since we are trying to demonstrate that the popularity of the book stems from this hunger, then we shall have to turn elsewhere for evidence. Redfield comes at this in an interesting way: he brings a physicist into the story and the physicist mentions Einstein and quantum theory, and the fact that at the deepest level of observation, the objects viewed are affected by the expectations of the observer. The conclusion drawn in the book is that the fundamental reality of all the universe is energy. Redfield makes it sound as if this is the solution Einstein sought, the theory of everything, even though in the year of the book’s publication and to date, that is not the consensus of physical scientists. And this word, “energy,” which appears to be a metaphor for “spirit,” eventually assumes the meaning of the word “spirit” so that energy equals spirit. The key to human spirituality is this notion of energy, and the solution to the problems of the human condition can be resolved by realizing this, and acting as cosmic circuit breakers for the benefit of mankind. In the book, the protagonist realizes that the universe is full of energy, that life is based on that energy and that living beings are like circuits in a power grid. That, of course, is once they achieve enough insight, because when they start out they operate independently, like predatory batteries, isolated or stealing energy from each other and from other bad sources, and when enlightened, as transformers and power stations of the unlimited energy of the cosmos.

So interpersonal relationships, a problem in every age but for those who are ignorant of . . . history, literature, the human condition—to list a few things that spring to mind, a new problem with no ancient solutions, become a peculiar problem which we are realizing at last and with which we are finally coming to terms. It is no coincidence, you see, for the universe is conspiring, and evolution is leading us to notice these things now that the insights to deal with them have been made conveniently available by James Redfield.

Chronological snobbery is one of the least noticed and most damaging effects of the notions of progress that often accompany a belief in the theory of evolution, and it is no surprise that one of the points of attack which the Catholic church (read: Religion) makes against the harmless, enlightened searchers for insight in the book, is against the embrace of the scientific truth of the unstoppable evolution of the human race. The human race, you see, if it overcomes such hindrances, can increase its energy and begin to vibrate on a higher plane; if it could just overcome traditional views with the ancient wisdom of the Mayas and other vanished peoples, conveniently made available by James Redfield!

Sooner or later, a man in the position of Redfield is going to have to resolve certain ambiguities, and when he does (perhaps he has already, having published numerous books since the first came out in 1993), it is my guess that he is not going to resolve the ambiguity in terms that satisfy the scientists—not that they were ever on his side. He is going to have to claim an ancient and—I hesitate to use the term in this sense, but it is a legitimate sense of the term—mystical basis for his notions, and lead his true followers into regions increasingly bizarre. At that point the goal of the movement will not be proselytism, as it was with the first book, but rather to maintain the following acquired.

That is the problem with fads. They have enormous appeal—in the short run. People are tired of the materialism of a previous age, but it seems to me that to equate energy with spirit is only to engage in another variation on the same old materialism, at least if Einstein’s equations have anything to do with it. And I actually think the confusion is part of the appeal: people want a validation of materialism masquerading as a way to transcend it; it is customary for our race not only to want to have our cake and eat it, but to think we can though we would deny it at the first opportunity. It is far easier than thinking and is much better to the savage than repentance and amendment of life.

It sounds to me, in many ways, like dumbed-down anthroposophy: there is an new, emerging consciousness (Redfield’s, unfortunately), the underlying reality is spiritual (as long as you confuse spirit, attitude, abilities—the way the multiple intelligences chaps have confused abilities with intelligence—with energy), the solution lies within us (though the anthroposophist’s within is considerably more capacious), and things begin with a heightened aesthetic sensitivity (not, alas, an aesthetic sensitivity with any literary, philosophical, or psychological effects). Both set aside the finality and exclusivity of Jesus Christ while claiming it is possible for His followers to achieve a deeper understanding of what Christianity means in adhering to the new way. Unlike anthroposophy which has a sophisticated grasp of epistemology, can enter into the joys of literature and the arts and understands the importance of such things, and is based on a thorough examination of history (just to note: these things, however necessary for civilized human life, are not the solution because they are humanly possible and not sufficient to resolve our dilemma, not being supernatural), Redfield’s notions depend on misunderstandings the anthroposophists avoid.

If Redfield is writing a novel, then it ought to be criticized as such. It has been criticized as such with the resulting admission that it was more of a vehicle for his teachings than a novel, really. That is the reason I have reviewed the book the way I have. As a novel it is shallow; as a set of teachings it is also shallow.

The deepest problem for both Redfield and the savages and for the more respectable, heathen notions of anthroposophy is the truth that apart from Jesus Christ, there is no salvation, and any system or scheme that fails to put Him at the center as the only and exclusive solution to the dilemma of the fallen and condemned human condition has no adequate solution. Any system or scheme that pretends to more finality than God’s final word is not a solution, and God’s final word is that apart from Jesus Christ there is no salvation.

The good news is that in Jesus Christ there is salvation for all who believe.

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